Snapshots Of My Life

Some Snippets of what my everyday life is like. There are some of my own artwork in here as well as some snapshots taken with my digital camera. These pictures fall into three categories of my college life: Music, Social Life, My Quirkiness.

The Torment of Aurals Class

Warning: Music Nerd

How I am able to play

There is no such happiness as a Steinway!

What!? I have to make these!

...how does that go again?

I seem to spend all my time here...

Forgive me for I do not know how to socialize

Table for 1

Do I stand out?

Is this Wonderland?

This is where my sanity is kept

Nah... I don't think there are enough pictures

BUTTONS!!!(read them)

MORE BUTTONS! (and no I don't have enough)

 

So what I am lazy...

Ah my friends.... At least I am not talking to myself any more

 Sushi... It's Fresh!

This is as much as you are going to see of me

My mind has left the vacinity

College

College is a topic that have posted about recently. And the word that I most commonly associate it with is loneliness. For me, college has been all work and no socializing. I have been so focused on getting better at what I do, that i have forgotten to make friends. My existence here is a lonely one. I may surround myself with the sounds of music and the images of art but I have been solitary in all ways. I haven't really done any group activity that wasn't required by a class. My social skill here has dropped considerably. I though college would be a place that I could be myself, anyone I wanted to be. The truth is that(or at least I think) I found that I don't like who I am. I am quiet and reclusive. When I talk, I tend to talk too much, too loudly, and too much about myself. I can see why I don't hang out with people. I am afraid that people will see me.  The me that is imperfect and has flaws. I feel that I can't even really be my dorkyself, my nerdy self, my dweeby self. I think I need to come out of my shell and start talking. Forgetting myself consciousness. I need to attempt to be social, and get out there. Now I must go back to English class and talk, one of the only places I do talk.(Other than to myself)

Mack G